WiraJaya Camp 2

I went to a camp in Hulu Langat on 22nd and 23rd March 2012. Its called, Wira Jaya Camp. It was a whole lot fun. With all the insults, the torture, the sadness, the pain .. you know, unforgettable moments?

I met Cikgu Irman, Cikgu Rambo, Cikgu Iran, Cikgu Fahmi, Cikgu Nora, Cikgu Saleha, Uncle Manan, and many more facilitators. We got there, with an empty glass trying to fill it up with new knowledge. Knowledge of how to be a good human and prefect.

On the first day, was nothing much. we all gathered in different halls, monitored by different teachers. but in my hall, where all the prefects are there, with Cikgu Irman as the speaker, we had so much fun activities!  talking about prefect's problems, solving them all together, played some really fun games. Like body languages, passing messages from mouth to mouth ( including some real LARGE music ) and so many more~ we also made groups and planned our own map of how the prefects are going to stand during the official assembly. We performed our prayers, had lunch, evening tea, dinner, and so on. it was nothing huge, really. It was more to motivation for the DAY.

After maghrib, we listened to a tazkirah-1-Malaysia by Cikgu Irman. The talk was great. He told us that, to be a human we need to hold to three principles which are 1. Akal 2. Adat 3. Agama. he said that the main things that happened and going to happen in this camp is a problem. a problem that we, the prefects need to solve. And to solve problems, kita ken a gina akal, lepas tu adat and then agama. this three things are like chained together. The question is, can we hold to this principles, in order to be a good human. Senang je contoh yang cikgu Irman bagi. dia cakap, " Sebagai contoh, kita diberi kerja rumah. tapi tak siap kerja rumah. habis , nak buat macam mana? Gunalah akal, siapkan kerja tu. Kalau tak siap, kan dosa? So kalau dosa? mask neraka, kan? So, relate kan akal, dengan agama. " He had a point. this is at least what i could remember.

After the talk and all, we performed  Isyak. And then two other groups, the sports prefect and the librarians joined us in our hall. It was cikgu Fahmi's turn to take over the hall. During his session, we danced, sing, laughed, and after finishing the fun, we all went out for supper, head curry puffs and tea. Then , came back to the hall for the cikgu Irman`s session. You might be wondering what happened to the other teachers i listed, they all went for a sleep because they had to go somewhere else tomorrow morning. Now for cikgu Irman`s session was saddening and pathetic and painful.

Cikgu Irman,took a piece of paper. Empty white A4 paper. he said to us, that that paper, symbolizes our school's dignity. " Now solve my problem, dear SMKBRP. Macam mana nak stop saya daripada mengoyak kertas ni . Bagi kan cara " So, everyone did gave their opinions, but he kept on tearing the paper. it was no use. until it became pieces of paper. He stepped on it. No one did anything. Everyone stared. He shouted back " SMKBRP, what the hell are you doing? you are letting your school down! you are doing nothing towards an outsider who is stepping on your school's dignity! If i were you, i would come here, and take this pieces, because i will never let anyone to step over my school ! Saya akan pertahankan maruah sekolah saya! bukan macam korang! tak bangga kan sekolah! tak sayangkan sekolah! Bullshit lah all of you!" then one by one, people came and collected it.

Cikgu Irman asked us to build one whole circle, boys on the left side and girls on the right side. The penghulu, Amir, was asked to stand in the middle. Cikgu Irman asked him, whether he could trust

Deeds in 60 seocnds II

Bismillah: THE FIRST QUESTION ON THE EXAM PAPER:

The Prophet pbuh said: “The first thing which will be judged among a man’s deeds on the Day of Resurrection is the PRAYER. If this is in good order then he will succeed and prosper but if it is defective then he will fail and will be a loser.” [Tirmidhi]

[WHAT WOULD YOU ASK THE PROPHET PBUH?]
The prophet pbuh asked Rabee’ah “Ask me and I will grant it to you. Rabee’ah asked “I ask for your company in paradise” The Prophet pbuh said “Then help me to achieve this for you by often prostrating” (Prayers) [Muslim].

[REFLECT]
1-Hajj, no wealth, not requirement on you to complete
2-Fasting, no health, not requirement on you to complete
3-Salaah, the only thing that was prescribed in a direct conversation with Allah (swt) in Jannah, and no matter what needs to be completed…. Allahukbar!

[Questions for fun]
What 12 rakah’s do you pray in a day in which Allah swt will build for you a house in Paradise? [Supererogatory Prayers]

[Take 60 seconds…] Imagine if you had to pray 50 times a day! What would you do! Thank Allah that is only 5 times a day! “Hayya `ala-s-Salaah… Hayya `ala-l-Falaah…” Hurry to prayer. Hurry to SUCCESS. May Allah grant everyone who likes and shares this true SUCCESS! Say Ameen.

Self Direction & True Goals

A new born baby,
Like a white colored cloth with no knowledge,
Only hopes and reliance towards its parents,
Waiting to grow and treasure life.

Now he has grown,
Learning about life in school,
Opening the curtains to a new life,
With no destination to set to.

He starts to think a lot and begin to be a matured man,
With the help from the teachers,
And support from parents,
He now has the idea of what to become,
He now knows he needs to be determined in whatever he does.

However, his direction is his destination,
All the obstacles he needs to uphold,
Great steps have to be arranged,
Discipline himself with self-determination,
To finally reach the place he has set to be.

If everyone realize of their respective responsibilities,
It is an assurance that we reach our finest destination,
That, is our achievement, heading to the highest platform.
Accomplishing the goal and our ambition.

Last week of 2012

Ahaks! hahaha okay so its already the last week of december! Subhanallah, i dont know how fast time`s travelling. i felt like it was yesterday we celebrated the new year of 2012 and now we`re about to glorify 2013. We shall be grateful arent we? Thankful for the life that God has given us and so on lah kan.

Sooooo, my last week of 2012 was spent well :D had a slumber party at Zu`s and it was my first time to her house. it was like gigantic and complicated when i first got there. and after two days one night, it doesnt felt like that anymore. im already immune to the paths of her house.

Elina, Diyana and I went together with my dad who sent us there. We reached to Zu`s at around 5.00 i think.  and bla bla bla we had KFC that night. Zu`s house was dark at 10. Her family`s kind of a morning person which leads to sleeping early. We did not! No way we`re sleeping early at 10. so we made a video party at her living room. everyone was already sleeping soundly. and after all the jumping and dancing and laughing silently, we decided to have a midnight snack. Which wasnt like snack at all! Dinner left us with some chicken for the night. Zu cooked instant noodles for the four of us. Elina went all crazy for the chicken. She had it with the noodles. We got into the room and watched the scary movie Diyana brought. but then the story was slow and not that thrilling so we stopped it. Boring lah konon. So instead, we watched funny videos on YouTube. Diyana searched for 'Funny babies falling .....' something lah. and we giggled silently because the house itself is already so inarticulate. Suddenly, Zu`s dad came out of the room and asked us to sleep. It was awkward like really really awkward. But whatever it was already 2.30 am so we switched off the lights and got to our beds. Elina and Zu slept on the bed together but Diyana was on the couch while me, i drowse on the floor (on a mattress of course) next to Diyana`s site. Diyana and i didnt sleep though. The night was still young for us tho. so we 9GAG-ed and do some Twitter. Until we realized the internet was off! i felt like laughing because its like Zu`s father knew we still didnt sleep. but it was good that he did that or else we wouldnt know what time we`d be off to bed.

Next morning, by 8 am, Zu woke Diyana up because D`s that was already here! Elina and i were still sleeping, still in our wonderland. An hour later, we woke up and i thought it was only 7, but the fact was that it was already 9.30am! What made us 'thought' it was 7 was because Zu`s house was completely covered with tint windows everywhere. Not to mention the thick curtains drawn, really made the rooms go dark. It felt like we`re in a resort with the low dim yellow lights. Felt relaxing and heavenly. It was a nice touch lah habis cerita.

We had breakfast and went outside for some fresh air. but then it was already 11 plus so it was hot instead of the cool breeze we expected to inhale. Then we went inside for what i dont even know. We took pictures. Camwhore, what people like to call it these days. These are the results -->

After taking some random pictures, kitorang pun pegi kat games room. Baru nak main ps2 dia, Diyana`s dad dah sampai. So yea, tak sempat :( tapi malam tu before dinner dah main dah heheheehe so ok puas hati dah sebenarnya. Pastu we salam2 and hugged good bye. lol macam tak jumpa je bukak sekolah. 

The day when we went back to our homes from Zu`s was on Friday. Saturday morning pulak we went for swimming! Yayayayayayyyy! Nasib baik mama bagi :D Lol i invited about 44 people on facebook and the ones who showed up was just about 9 peeps. 3 girls 6 guys. Nadia, Elina and I. Amirul, Paan, Alif, Asaad, Siddiq, Azril and Syamim. It was reeaaallllyyyy awkward at first because Elina and I, we realized we were the only girls there. but luckily i have elina together with me so best lah sikit en :D bla bla bla here are the pictures --> 

 fail back flip

elina and i :P

and whatnot. okay this post is so long you guys might faint reading it. ill post some more pics later. dont know when. not soon, but later. okay toodles peeps!

19th December 2012

I don't know whether was i waiting for the results or not. Sometimes its like, 'yay, imma get my results!' or 'what would i get. what if i don't get straight As' or 'what if i don't make my parents proud?' yea and whatnot.

The night before wednesday, i slept with my cousin and it was havoc really. with me being all jumpy and worried and lunatic, i might say. Yea, trying to sleep at 11. my my my we end up sleeping at around 2.30 am. Laughing and chatting like tomorrows no big day. 

*kring* *kring* *kring* 

we woke up at 6.40 am and performed our prayers. tried to sleep again after that. how am i supposed to go to bed since it was my Red Letter Day! for all the form threes all over Malaysia, in fact. but then there`s elephants running, tigers roaring in my tummy. had breakfast blah blah blah and off to school with the clear blue skies. 

i was all quiet and silent in the car. thinking and thinking. at the same time, i was giddy with excitement to see my friends. Not interested in knowing about the results tho.

And as soon as i reached school, i ran to see my friends at the gate. Hugged them as tight as i could and we screamed "Yoouuuu!! Youuuu!!" hahahaha we were so excited to see each other but the thing is we`re all so nervous for ze results. and then bila dah jumpa everyone and i mean, every of my girls yang ramai gila tu, hahaha we all went to the school hall. i walked with elina, holding hands tightly like we`re lesbians, BUT HEY WE'RE NO LESBIES okay. we`re just freaking nervous.

So we had to wait for about 15 minutes jugak lah. And you cant even feel how long it was. i felt like i was panting hard because it was like DANG BABY ITS RESULTS DAY kan. so yea. *lol i think theres so many *so`s*

and................... the school hall`s door opened! DRUMROLL pleaseeee.

okay so everybody lined up at their own class stations and so did i. the closer i am to the teacher the more heart pounding. When it was my turn, god knows how much scared i was and my heart was hammering. I was also Ants in Pants!

Puan Siti Aminah was all "Okay, this is your application form to which class youre going next year. Choose wisely, will you? And for your results...." AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH screamed in my brain all my blood vessel felt like they burst i was so warm. all this while ive worked my ass off and when it was near to PMR like a month before it, i burnt the midnight oil.

"And your results are...... OMG.. this is sooo sa... CONGRATULATIONS! Aireen, you did it!"
What did i felt?? I was as happy as a lark! I couldnt stop jumping!! Ran to papa and straight hugged him! "Yes pa! yes pa! Ayin dapat straight pa!"

I cried. i was awestruck with my results :D Alhamdulillah waSyukurillah. This was the best gift i have in my life so far. Getting straight As and making everyone proud. Share the victory with everyone. all my hard work, my suffers, segala titik peluh derrr was worth the price!

1. Making My Parents Proud
- has always been my priority all this while. the spirit i held on to. Alhamdulillah.

My Slip :*

Random Emo Update

Heyheyhey! hahaha was updating my new blog at the top of the roof. so, the words are like WOHOOO. here it is :-

I don't know if i found the true meaning of love,
But i know i found you. 
Im not sure if you're the definition of love,
But if you are, I'm glad you're mine.

Wasn't expecting your presence could be this big,
Didn't know your heart is what mine`s beating to,
Didn't appreciate you when you were always there,
Always did took advantage of your absence that will never be done.

The friendship that we held on to,
That feeling we always denied,
The effort we put to ourselves to make sure we`re both okay,
Is now so useless.

I was confused with what happened,
Its not that i like you,
I'm just in love and i didn't realize,
Was it my fault or can i put the blame on you?

You're a hell of a burden to my brain, 
Always making me think of how you`re doing,
Always putting confusion in myself,
Id call you the heartless devil.

wish we were more than friends,
you know better but you can't help it,
want to tell you but would i be selfish?
how do you heal a heart that doesn't feel its broken?

now that you're leaving,
thats ten times more than the usual weight you put on my shoulder,
if i can punish you, i would,
because i don't think you feel this enormous evanescence I'm dealing with.

Could someone please tell me how do i tell him, 
that he's stuck in my head,
every single time I'm in the car,
looking outside the window.

i have never failed,
to forget you,
i have always been trying to do so,
dying to tell you whats within my feelings.

i now know what was my proposition all this while, 
and the thing was actually such a simple hypothesis,
yet a complicated conclusion can be made..

Hypothesis : the further you move away from me, the higher the level of my lunacy.

Conclusion : I just want you to know whats been in my head and i want to own you before anyone else does. and this separation is driving me towards insanity. By then, you're the only solution to cure this sickness of mine. 

THE END. hahaha sorry its so long. i had a BIG TIME inspiration while I'm on top of the roof. so yea. hope you like it.

DINNER KRK :DDD

so last night, 8th November 2012, was one of my best nights in my life! hahaha the whole day, Aisha, Farhana, Syaheera, Ada, Aina and I, worked our asses off to make sure the dinner was great.
but unfortunately, things didnt really go that well. and so it was kinda ruined for me . but at the same time, my friends were always there for me. 

I was one of the committee so i needed to do lotsa work. diyana and i reached the club house round 6.30pm. Najida and syaheera was there first. and so we went to change our clothes and got back to the hall around 7.15pm after maghrib. by the time we got there, ramai dah sampai. 

blah blah blah. hahaha the thing started at 8.00pm and puan Norha, our headmistress came and there were prayer reciting, puan norha`s speech, luqman`s speech on  behalf of the RK students. and then eat! hahaha while eating, we played this game. lol. satu je game sempat main. 

the Once Upon A Time Game :D

so yeaa the story memang lawak gila. those who came would know how it went. and then there were performances and lucky draws and lotsa things. hahaha not so. but i just hope everyone enjoyed the night. i mean thats what mattered the most to us, the committee members. here are some of the pictures :D

Man, giving his speech on behalf of the RK students.

THE FORM 3RKs <3

even though some things didnt go as much as we planned, some things ruined the dinner, but in the end, we still had fun :D so when the dinner ended, i went home with dad. and later that night, i got these two, loving, heart pounding messages from two of my lovely friends :D check it out >>

From Syaheera

From Luqman

im just so impressed :') letih2 lepas dinner pun sempat lagi diorang ni :D Mana tak sayang? 

Most of all , last night`s dinner was the best of all. the BEST NIGHT EVAA. hahahaa love them so much. like i said, our friendship was bonding so hard last night, i dont feel like there`s friendship. we`re not friends anymore, we`re such a big Family :D i love them so much. and i thank Allah for giving me such great people to color my life with such unforgettable memories. Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah :')

Joy, Liz, Anne, Chan and Aina

Diyana and Wani

Damia and Diyana

 With our long lost friend, Alif

 Paan

 With the lady Wani

 Cikgu Mai, Amirul and nas

 backstage

the guys with the Pondan of the night

with Man and Asaad