Last week of 2012

Ahaks! hahaha okay so its already the last week of december! Subhanallah, i dont know how fast time`s travelling. i felt like it was yesterday we celebrated the new year of 2012 and now we`re about to glorify 2013. We shall be grateful arent we? Thankful for the life that God has given us and so on lah kan.

Sooooo, my last week of 2012 was spent well :D had a slumber party at Zu`s and it was my first time to her house. it was like gigantic and complicated when i first got there. and after two days one night, it doesnt felt like that anymore. im already immune to the paths of her house.

Elina, Diyana and I went together with my dad who sent us there. We reached to Zu`s at around 5.00 i think.  and bla bla bla we had KFC that night. Zu`s house was dark at 10. Her family`s kind of a morning person which leads to sleeping early. We did not! No way we`re sleeping early at 10. so we made a video party at her living room. everyone was already sleeping soundly. and after all the jumping and dancing and laughing silently, we decided to have a midnight snack. Which wasnt like snack at all! Dinner left us with some chicken for the night. Zu cooked instant noodles for the four of us. Elina went all crazy for the chicken. She had it with the noodles. We got into the room and watched the scary movie Diyana brought. but then the story was slow and not that thrilling so we stopped it. Boring lah konon. So instead, we watched funny videos on YouTube. Diyana searched for 'Funny babies falling .....' something lah. and we giggled silently because the house itself is already so inarticulate. Suddenly, Zu`s dad came out of the room and asked us to sleep. It was awkward like really really awkward. But whatever it was already 2.30 am so we switched off the lights and got to our beds. Elina and Zu slept on the bed together but Diyana was on the couch while me, i drowse on the floor (on a mattress of course) next to Diyana`s site. Diyana and i didnt sleep though. The night was still young for us tho. so we 9GAG-ed and do some Twitter. Until we realized the internet was off! i felt like laughing because its like Zu`s father knew we still didnt sleep. but it was good that he did that or else we wouldnt know what time we`d be off to bed.

Next morning, by 8 am, Zu woke Diyana up because D`s that was already here! Elina and i were still sleeping, still in our wonderland. An hour later, we woke up and i thought it was only 7, but the fact was that it was already 9.30am! What made us 'thought' it was 7 was because Zu`s house was completely covered with tint windows everywhere. Not to mention the thick curtains drawn, really made the rooms go dark. It felt like we`re in a resort with the low dim yellow lights. Felt relaxing and heavenly. It was a nice touch lah habis cerita.

We had breakfast and went outside for some fresh air. but then it was already 11 plus so it was hot instead of the cool breeze we expected to inhale. Then we went inside for what i dont even know. We took pictures. Camwhore, what people like to call it these days. These are the results -->

After taking some random pictures, kitorang pun pegi kat games room. Baru nak main ps2 dia, Diyana`s dad dah sampai. So yea, tak sempat :( tapi malam tu before dinner dah main dah heheheehe so ok puas hati dah sebenarnya. Pastu we salam2 and hugged good bye. lol macam tak jumpa je bukak sekolah. 

The day when we went back to our homes from Zu`s was on Friday. Saturday morning pulak we went for swimming! Yayayayayayyyy! Nasib baik mama bagi :D Lol i invited about 44 people on facebook and the ones who showed up was just about 9 peeps. 3 girls 6 guys. Nadia, Elina and I. Amirul, Paan, Alif, Asaad, Siddiq, Azril and Syamim. It was reeaaallllyyyy awkward at first because Elina and I, we realized we were the only girls there. but luckily i have elina together with me so best lah sikit en :D bla bla bla here are the pictures --> 

 fail back flip

elina and i :P

and whatnot. okay this post is so long you guys might faint reading it. ill post some more pics later. dont know when. not soon, but later. okay toodles peeps!

19th December 2012

I don't know whether was i waiting for the results or not. Sometimes its like, 'yay, imma get my results!' or 'what would i get. what if i don't get straight As' or 'what if i don't make my parents proud?' yea and whatnot.

The night before wednesday, i slept with my cousin and it was havoc really. with me being all jumpy and worried and lunatic, i might say. Yea, trying to sleep at 11. my my my we end up sleeping at around 2.30 am. Laughing and chatting like tomorrows no big day. 

*kring* *kring* *kring* 

we woke up at 6.40 am and performed our prayers. tried to sleep again after that. how am i supposed to go to bed since it was my Red Letter Day! for all the form threes all over Malaysia, in fact. but then there`s elephants running, tigers roaring in my tummy. had breakfast blah blah blah and off to school with the clear blue skies. 

i was all quiet and silent in the car. thinking and thinking. at the same time, i was giddy with excitement to see my friends. Not interested in knowing about the results tho.

And as soon as i reached school, i ran to see my friends at the gate. Hugged them as tight as i could and we screamed "Yoouuuu!! Youuuu!!" hahahaha we were so excited to see each other but the thing is we`re all so nervous for ze results. and then bila dah jumpa everyone and i mean, every of my girls yang ramai gila tu, hahaha we all went to the school hall. i walked with elina, holding hands tightly like we`re lesbians, BUT HEY WE'RE NO LESBIES okay. we`re just freaking nervous.

So we had to wait for about 15 minutes jugak lah. And you cant even feel how long it was. i felt like i was panting hard because it was like DANG BABY ITS RESULTS DAY kan. so yea. *lol i think theres so many *so`s*

and................... the school hall`s door opened! DRUMROLL pleaseeee.

okay so everybody lined up at their own class stations and so did i. the closer i am to the teacher the more heart pounding. When it was my turn, god knows how much scared i was and my heart was hammering. I was also Ants in Pants!

Puan Siti Aminah was all "Okay, this is your application form to which class youre going next year. Choose wisely, will you? And for your results...." AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH screamed in my brain all my blood vessel felt like they burst i was so warm. all this while ive worked my ass off and when it was near to PMR like a month before it, i burnt the midnight oil.

"And your results are...... OMG.. this is sooo sa... CONGRATULATIONS! Aireen, you did it!"
What did i felt?? I was as happy as a lark! I couldnt stop jumping!! Ran to papa and straight hugged him! "Yes pa! yes pa! Ayin dapat straight pa!"

I cried. i was awestruck with my results :D Alhamdulillah waSyukurillah. This was the best gift i have in my life so far. Getting straight As and making everyone proud. Share the victory with everyone. all my hard work, my suffers, segala titik peluh derrr was worth the price!

1. Making My Parents Proud
- has always been my priority all this while. the spirit i held on to. Alhamdulillah.

My Slip :*

Random Emo Update

Heyheyhey! hahaha was updating my new blog at the top of the roof. so, the words are like WOHOOO. here it is :-

I don't know if i found the true meaning of love,
But i know i found you. 
Im not sure if you're the definition of love,
But if you are, I'm glad you're mine.

Wasn't expecting your presence could be this big,
Didn't know your heart is what mine`s beating to,
Didn't appreciate you when you were always there,
Always did took advantage of your absence that will never be done.

The friendship that we held on to,
That feeling we always denied,
The effort we put to ourselves to make sure we`re both okay,
Is now so useless.

I was confused with what happened,
Its not that i like you,
I'm just in love and i didn't realize,
Was it my fault or can i put the blame on you?

You're a hell of a burden to my brain, 
Always making me think of how you`re doing,
Always putting confusion in myself,
Id call you the heartless devil.

wish we were more than friends,
you know better but you can't help it,
want to tell you but would i be selfish?
how do you heal a heart that doesn't feel its broken?

now that you're leaving,
thats ten times more than the usual weight you put on my shoulder,
if i can punish you, i would,
because i don't think you feel this enormous evanescence I'm dealing with.

Could someone please tell me how do i tell him, 
that he's stuck in my head,
every single time I'm in the car,
looking outside the window.

i have never failed,
to forget you,
i have always been trying to do so,
dying to tell you whats within my feelings.

i now know what was my proposition all this while, 
and the thing was actually such a simple hypothesis,
yet a complicated conclusion can be made..

Hypothesis : the further you move away from me, the higher the level of my lunacy.

Conclusion : I just want you to know whats been in my head and i want to own you before anyone else does. and this separation is driving me towards insanity. By then, you're the only solution to cure this sickness of mine. 

THE END. hahaha sorry its so long. i had a BIG TIME inspiration while I'm on top of the roof. so yea. hope you like it.