Hah, so its December. Its been a year, and none of us realize that do we? haha, same here. Well, i thought that december is just gonna be another Boring month. but, then things turned out differently. So yeah, im having a great december kot. maybe lah. haha, its just that, im having my grandparents from Penang to come over to my house. Wait, i posted that already. So they're here.
Since they've been here, my cousins always come over, they stay just around the corner too. In BRP too :)
like for the past 3 nights, they always come over to see our grandparents. and last night, Aliya and Muaz slept over at our house. Qayyum cant join us cause he has school tomorrow. Sad :( but there's always tomorrow :D As i was saying, tomorrow is today! Maybe he's sleeping over here tonight . Yay!
Aliya and i woke up at 7.15 am and performed our prayers. actually, its already late, tapi kan boleh Qadha. So, we did. Then, at 7.45 we had breakfast. By 8, we went out for jogging. :D we didnt actually JOG. its just like we're going for a morning walk. it was NICE. like seriously! the air is just so fresh with all the trees waving from side to side at us. i was great, with the wind that blows towards our faces while we were going down the hill. We went for only one round. Oh, i forgot to mention that we also went to the playground to test out the Monkey Bar. but none of us is good at it. :I so then, we went down of the stairs and start the walk.
Along the journey ( aceehhh ) , we chatted about life, and about how excited we are to have our other cousin from Penang , Anis! Then, we walked and walked and walked (LOL) then we reached home. After that, we played badminton. But, Aliya wasn't that good at it. But, i taught her. then, the shuttlecock fell in front of the house, and aliya went to take it. the surface was so slippery that Aliya fell! pity her, she fell in a SPLIT
Thursday, 8 December 2011
Tuesday, 6 December 2011
One baby got away :(
It's December. It's holidays. It's where fun starts. So, I came to Penang last Saturday to visit my grandparents. My granny is going for a medical heart check up this Wednesday at IJN which is in KL. So we had to bring them back here so she can go for the check up. And here we are, home. On tuesday.
Blah blah blah,
We reached home around 4pm. And I found out something disappointing happened while we were gone.
We went to Penang for 3 days and no one watched my babies in the pond, as I thought they will be fine. What's disappointing 'incident' was that one of the fish was OUT of the pond.
He looks like he's been there for two nights or less , and looks like it's been scratched. Of course, by a cat. I wasn't going to blame the cat, because the cat won't probably go inside the pond to catch a fish because we had the mini-fountain turned on. And as far as I'm concerned, cats hate water. I think.
I didn't recognize the fish very well, because it's color faded. A lot. I don't know why. Oh yea, it's called Koi fish. The Japanese ones I thought.
I seriously do not want to blame any cats hanging around this neighborhood . But then again I saw CAT'S PAWS on my mom's car! What in the world do you expect I would think?! So yeah, by then, I STILL blame the cat. So yeah, kind of a bad day. But not a big IMPACT to my day, coz it's not my favorite fish. But still, I'm just sad for losing a baby.
THE END :(
Blah blah blah,
We reached home around 4pm. And I found out something disappointing happened while we were gone.
We went to Penang for 3 days and no one watched my babies in the pond, as I thought they will be fine. What's disappointing 'incident' was that one of the fish was OUT of the pond.
He looks like he's been there for two nights or less , and looks like it's been scratched. Of course, by a cat. I wasn't going to blame the cat, because the cat won't probably go inside the pond to catch a fish because we had the mini-fountain turned on. And as far as I'm concerned, cats hate water. I think.
I didn't recognize the fish very well, because it's color faded. A lot. I don't know why. Oh yea, it's called Koi fish. The Japanese ones I thought.
I seriously do not want to blame any cats hanging around this neighborhood . But then again I saw CAT'S PAWS on my mom's car! What in the world do you expect I would think?! So yeah, by then, I STILL blame the cat. So yeah, kind of a bad day. But not a big IMPACT to my day, coz it's not my favorite fish. But still, I'm just sad for losing a baby.
THE END :(
Saturday, 19 November 2011
My story :D
A story from a song ;) exactly what I'm experiencing.
Gavin Degraw - Not Over You
Dreams, that's where I have to go,
To see your handsome face, anymore ,
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio..
Hope, hope there's a conversation,
That we both admit we had it good,
But until then it's alienation I know,
That much is understood,
But I realized....
IF YOU ASK ME HOW IM DOING,
I WOULD SAY IM DOING JUST FINE,
I WOULD LIE AND SAY THAT YOU'RE NOT ON MY MIND,
BUT I GO OUT AND I SIT DOWN,
AT A TABLE SET FOR TWO,
AND FINALLY IM FORCED TO FACE THE TRUTH,
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY IM NOT OVER YOU...
Not over you...
Damn, damn boy you do it well,
And I thought you were innocent,
You took this heart and put it through hell,
But still you're magnificent..
I... Imma boomerang...
Doesn't matter how you throw me,
I turn around and I'm back in the game,
Even better than the old me...
But I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doing,
I would say I'm doing just fine,
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out,
And I sit down at a table set for two,
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm not over you
And if I had the chance to renew,
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
I can get back on the right track,
But only if you'd be convinced,
So until then...
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out
And I sit down
At a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I do I'm not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
PS: I'm not over you, i want you back, I know you care. Please :)
Gavin Degraw - Not Over You
Dreams, that's where I have to go,
To see your handsome face, anymore ,
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio..
Hope, hope there's a conversation,
That we both admit we had it good,
But until then it's alienation I know,
That much is understood,
But I realized....
IF YOU ASK ME HOW IM DOING,
I WOULD SAY IM DOING JUST FINE,
I WOULD LIE AND SAY THAT YOU'RE NOT ON MY MIND,
BUT I GO OUT AND I SIT DOWN,
AT A TABLE SET FOR TWO,
AND FINALLY IM FORCED TO FACE THE TRUTH,
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY IM NOT OVER YOU...
Not over you...
Damn, damn boy you do it well,
And I thought you were innocent,
You took this heart and put it through hell,
But still you're magnificent..
I... Imma boomerang...
Doesn't matter how you throw me,
I turn around and I'm back in the game,
Even better than the old me...
But I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doing,
I would say I'm doing just fine,
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out,
And I sit down at a table set for two,
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm not over you
And if I had the chance to renew,
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
I can get back on the right track,
But only if you'd be convinced,
So until then...
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out
And I sit down
At a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I do I'm not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
PS: I'm not over you, i want you back, I know you care. Please :)
Friday, 14 October 2011
My cousin
Oh Lord!
My cousins Qayyum and Aliya. Oyum is 5 years old while Aliya is 10. Oyum is annoying! But ofcourse part of my entertainment :) he eats a lot and poops alot. If he's the one washing his own butt, that's okay. But im the one who has to do it! I don't mind doing it, but he talksalot! Cerewet! Basuh lama2 sikit la, gatal la... Macam Im not good in doing so. Now I know how it feels like to be a mother and has their son's butt wash by the mothers. Today, is worse! he was the one who hold the remote control to change the Astros language. Then, he went mad and all, cause he lost the remote. I was like Watahell?!?! And I asked him, so, what if I found the remote? And he said " it's okay, that's good. I can use the remote" I was expecting a reward or more like a kiss on the cheek. But instead using the remote. Hahaha , this is him :
My cousins Qayyum and Aliya. Oyum is 5 years old while Aliya is 10. Oyum is annoying! But ofcourse part of my entertainment :) he eats a lot and poops alot. If he's the one washing his own butt, that's okay. But im the one who has to do it! I don't mind doing it, but he talksalot! Cerewet! Basuh lama2 sikit la, gatal la... Macam Im not good in doing so. Now I know how it feels like to be a mother and has their son's butt wash by the mothers. Today, is worse! he was the one who hold the remote control to change the Astros language. Then, he went mad and all, cause he lost the remote. I was like Watahell?!?! And I asked him, so, what if I found the remote? And he said " it's okay, that's good. I can use the remote" I was expecting a reward or more like a kiss on the cheek. But instead using the remote. Hahaha , this is him :
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Today 12.10.2011
Bloody hell, school was boring. So many homeworks. Maths and science. but maths is just way worse. but ill just deal with it coz ill be having my finals next week starts on thursday. :( kay,bye, gotta go study :P
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
Full Report on Raya
On Monday, 29th August.
In the morning, helped mom cook. Later at 10, went to the store to buy pajamas and wedges. Luckily I have size for my wedges.
before leaving, we made sure that :
1. The doors are all locked
2. All switches Are turned off
3. Close all the curtains
4. Feed the fishes in the pond and aquarium
Andddd, we're ready to go.
The journey to Bidor took an hour. We left house at 3 in the evening and reach Bidor around 4.30 evening. The road was clear, no traffic jam at all. Not like what I've been expecting, but that's good, because at least, our time wasn't wasted. We reached our destination and I finally get to see my cousins! The most exciting part evaaa. After parking the car,papa,aiman, kak epi and I, unpack the bags, while mama helped mak long,mak cik and mak chu cooking in the kitchen. After done unpacking the bags, we performed our prayers, and mama,kak epi and I headed to the kitchen. We cooked,Ayam masak merah,kerabu,rending daging,kuah kacang, Ayam , and for desert, Pengat pisang. After that, I helped arranging the food on the table,and we all Waited for the Azan to break fast. Time passes by, and we all prayed,and eat like we are starving to death. But of course, Kurma which is sunnah before eating anything for break fast.
Then, we prayed, later, we played bunga API, and pop-pop and so many more. Later at around ten, Pak ngah reached home. We greeted, and we cntinued playing fireworks with the ones that
Pak ngah brout home. We slept late that night, at around one in the morning, we had so much fun.
In the morning, I woke up at seven, to perform subuh prayer. After that, I took a shower to get ready for the Solat Sunat Aidilfitri. At eight ten, papa,Pak ngah, mak ngah,aizat and I, went to the masjid to perform solat aidilfitri. We didn't wait for the others, as they cud drive on their own, plus, they woke up late. So, we reached the mosque and say out the takbir together with the Imam, and at eight thirty, we performed our prayers. We finished at nine but then there's a talk about Islam in conjunction with the Eid Day. Later, we visited Arwah Atok's grave to clean up the upper part of the grave,throw all the leaves and donated Al-Fatihah for him. We reached home at ten morning. As soon as I reached home, I got ready, and have lemang with Ayam masak merah, spicy Bihun and tea for breakfast. After everyone got ready, we all visited opah's neighbor, we call her Nek, she's already so old, sometimes she forgets. But we're used to that. In the evening, my family and I packed our bags, and put it in the car, and at two o'clock, we went to Penang. But before leaving, we took some photographs.
We reached Penang at six. Ba( grandfather ), was at the gate, putting on some grease at the gate. While Mam,my grandmother, Just finished praying Asar. No one was home, except my grandparents and family, as it is the first day of Raya. Mamu and bei, my uncles, came here on the second day along with their families.
In the Morning of the third day, we all 'beraya' and ask forgiveness from everyone. After that we took a picture of us. Then, we got out of the house, and we went to Ba's sisters' house. In the evening, we went to Bei's new house, in Penaga. We took a look at the house, it's big,L
In the morning, helped mom cook. Later at 10, went to the store to buy pajamas and wedges. Luckily I have size for my wedges.
before leaving, we made sure that :
1. The doors are all locked
2. All switches Are turned off
3. Close all the curtains
4. Feed the fishes in the pond and aquarium
Andddd, we're ready to go.
The journey to Bidor took an hour. We left house at 3 in the evening and reach Bidor around 4.30 evening. The road was clear, no traffic jam at all. Not like what I've been expecting, but that's good, because at least, our time wasn't wasted. We reached our destination and I finally get to see my cousins! The most exciting part evaaa. After parking the car,papa,aiman, kak epi and I, unpack the bags, while mama helped mak long,mak cik and mak chu cooking in the kitchen. After done unpacking the bags, we performed our prayers, and mama,kak epi and I headed to the kitchen. We cooked,Ayam masak merah,kerabu,rending daging,kuah kacang, Ayam , and for desert, Pengat pisang. After that, I helped arranging the food on the table,and we all Waited for the Azan to break fast. Time passes by, and we all prayed,and eat like we are starving to death. But of course, Kurma which is sunnah before eating anything for break fast.
Then, we prayed, later, we played bunga API, and pop-pop and so many more. Later at around ten, Pak ngah reached home. We greeted, and we cntinued playing fireworks with the ones that
Pak ngah brout home. We slept late that night, at around one in the morning, we had so much fun.
In the morning, I woke up at seven, to perform subuh prayer. After that, I took a shower to get ready for the Solat Sunat Aidilfitri. At eight ten, papa,Pak ngah, mak ngah,aizat and I, went to the masjid to perform solat aidilfitri. We didn't wait for the others, as they cud drive on their own, plus, they woke up late. So, we reached the mosque and say out the takbir together with the Imam, and at eight thirty, we performed our prayers. We finished at nine but then there's a talk about Islam in conjunction with the Eid Day. Later, we visited Arwah Atok's grave to clean up the upper part of the grave,throw all the leaves and donated Al-Fatihah for him. We reached home at ten morning. As soon as I reached home, I got ready, and have lemang with Ayam masak merah, spicy Bihun and tea for breakfast. After everyone got ready, we all visited opah's neighbor, we call her Nek, she's already so old, sometimes she forgets. But we're used to that. In the evening, my family and I packed our bags, and put it in the car, and at two o'clock, we went to Penang. But before leaving, we took some photographs.
We reached Penang at six. Ba( grandfather ), was at the gate, putting on some grease at the gate. While Mam,my grandmother, Just finished praying Asar. No one was home, except my grandparents and family, as it is the first day of Raya. Mamu and bei, my uncles, came here on the second day along with their families.
In the Morning of the third day, we all 'beraya' and ask forgiveness from everyone. After that we took a picture of us. Then, we got out of the house, and we went to Ba's sisters' house. In the evening, we went to Bei's new house, in Penaga. We took a look at the house, it's big,L
Nak Membebel Sikit
Assalamualaikum, and good evening. Ramadhan have passed, and here comes Syawal.
My emotions are a bit confused, I feel sad because Ramadhan is over, but somehow, Syawal is always here to cheer me up.
During Ramadhan, it's a whole lotta fun, and ibadah puasa isnt something that we do every month of the year. You see, berpuasa seorangan memang Susah berbanding buat ramai2. Tak puasa sorang2 pun, Susah jugak. ( even though DAPAT makan ). So, anything yang kite buat lebih senang kalau Kita buat sama2. Bukan setakat senang, best LAGI! One thing I like to remind myself about, is to Beribadah kerana Allah, bukan untuk bahan riak. Sebagai contoh, orang puasa, sebab Ramai orang puasa, Dan takut dihina oleh manusia. Bukan takut dihina oleh Allah. Sama jugak dengan kes solat terawikh, malam pertama, wow! Bangga aku. Malam last? Tkpe kalau buat kat rumah, Dan saya mengaku jugak that, memang Susah nak Latih diri untuk solat terawikh 30 malam perfect. Tapi, apa Salahnya kalau kiter Cuba? Practice makes perfect and practice needs time :D Tak Malu ke kalau orang Tanya, apa sebab tak solat? Kiter Jawab letih, Sedangkan tidur sepanjang Hari. Tak salahkan Kita gunakan tenaga yang Ada untuk Beribadah? DAPAT pahala LAGI...
Tup tap tup tap,
Ramadhan Pun Sudah berakhir. Tuba Syawal, yang bak kata orang " best GILa! ".
Shopping ! Baju baru,seluar baru,kasut baru,jam baru,semua lah baru, kadang2 Berus Gigi pun baru. Haha, biasalah, manusia. SAYA pun cantu jugakkk.. Shopping mengalahkan mama. :) Aireen punya maid a.k.a kawan, Ada cakap, kalau kiter kerap solat terawikh dalam bulan Ramadhan, masa Hari pertama Syawal tak solat suunnat aidilfitri, rugi jeer. Mula2 tak faham Sangat, then dia kata,solat sun at aidilfitri tu Macam hadiah kepada kiter selepas berterawikh semasa bulan Ramadhan. still, tak faham. Wallahualam.
Bulan Syawal NIH, jangan lah sukaaaaa sangatt, nanti berduka. Berpada-Pada kalau bergembira tu, bukan nak poyo, hanya mengingatkan. Kan tu tanggungjawab bersama... :D
Apa pun, Aireen nak ucapkan, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Ucapan di atas hanyalah sekadar peringatan. Wallahualam.
Kalau tak setuju, comment lah yeeee
Peace Out xD
My emotions are a bit confused, I feel sad because Ramadhan is over, but somehow, Syawal is always here to cheer me up.
During Ramadhan, it's a whole lotta fun, and ibadah puasa isnt something that we do every month of the year. You see, berpuasa seorangan memang Susah berbanding buat ramai2. Tak puasa sorang2 pun, Susah jugak. ( even though DAPAT makan ). So, anything yang kite buat lebih senang kalau Kita buat sama2. Bukan setakat senang, best LAGI! One thing I like to remind myself about, is to Beribadah kerana Allah, bukan untuk bahan riak. Sebagai contoh, orang puasa, sebab Ramai orang puasa, Dan takut dihina oleh manusia. Bukan takut dihina oleh Allah. Sama jugak dengan kes solat terawikh, malam pertama, wow! Bangga aku. Malam last? Tkpe kalau buat kat rumah, Dan saya mengaku jugak that, memang Susah nak Latih diri untuk solat terawikh 30 malam perfect. Tapi, apa Salahnya kalau kiter Cuba? Practice makes perfect and practice needs time :D Tak Malu ke kalau orang Tanya, apa sebab tak solat? Kiter Jawab letih, Sedangkan tidur sepanjang Hari. Tak salahkan Kita gunakan tenaga yang Ada untuk Beribadah? DAPAT pahala LAGI...
Tup tap tup tap,
Ramadhan Pun Sudah berakhir. Tuba Syawal, yang bak kata orang " best GILa! ".
Shopping ! Baju baru,seluar baru,kasut baru,jam baru,semua lah baru, kadang2 Berus Gigi pun baru. Haha, biasalah, manusia. SAYA pun cantu jugakkk.. Shopping mengalahkan mama. :) Aireen punya maid a.k.a kawan, Ada cakap, kalau kiter kerap solat terawikh dalam bulan Ramadhan, masa Hari pertama Syawal tak solat suunnat aidilfitri, rugi jeer. Mula2 tak faham Sangat, then dia kata,solat sun at aidilfitri tu Macam hadiah kepada kiter selepas berterawikh semasa bulan Ramadhan. still, tak faham. Wallahualam.
Bulan Syawal NIH, jangan lah sukaaaaa sangatt, nanti berduka. Berpada-Pada kalau bergembira tu, bukan nak poyo, hanya mengingatkan. Kan tu tanggungjawab bersama... :D
Apa pun, Aireen nak ucapkan, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Ucapan di atas hanyalah sekadar peringatan. Wallahualam.
Kalau tak setuju, comment lah yeeee
Peace Out xD
Thursday, 25 August 2011
Had A Crazy Day x)
LOL,
just finished Sejarah test.
after that, was a crazy time.
played " khu, chii, pak " with Aisha, Syaheera, Intan , and Aina.
we played "police " too.
and then,
we had a guy-to-girl talk with farhan n danial.
lol, its so funny, how we rushed ourselves into questions,
and considerations and the answers are like,
LOL.
the conversation took almost half an hour. its like, omg. we didnt realise.
all the laughing and crying.
lol,
just hope to have a greater day tomorrow.
:D
just finished Sejarah test.
after that, was a crazy time.
played " khu, chii, pak " with Aisha, Syaheera, Intan , and Aina.
we played "police " too.
and then,
we had a guy-to-girl talk with farhan n danial.
lol, its so funny, how we rushed ourselves into questions,
and considerations and the answers are like,
LOL.
the conversation took almost half an hour. its like, omg. we didnt realise.
all the laughing and crying.
lol,
just hope to have a greater day tomorrow.
:D
Saturday, 13 August 2011
Probably, proud of myself today.
Im so free now,
free from those bad thoughts,
free from being guilty,
free from feeling im wrong all the time.
I have forgotten about the past,
Im moving on.
thanks for telling,
we`re better off on our own,
because i am BETTER off without you.
Im proud of myself,
i felt so alive,
that burden i have always carry,
is now left behind.
And,
I AM JUST PROUD :)
free from those bad thoughts,
free from being guilty,
free from feeling im wrong all the time.
I have forgotten about the past,
Im moving on.
thanks for telling,
we`re better off on our own,
because i am BETTER off without you.
Im proud of myself,
i felt so alive,
that burden i have always carry,
is now left behind.
And,
I AM JUST PROUD :)
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
I`m confused, so i`m Hopin` for more. :D
Why cant you make me ignore you?
Why is it that you really have to run away from me?
All i ever wanted is that relationship between us,
At least, friends.
Just friends.
Why must you hide everything?
Hide yourself, trying to be invisible,
But you`re not...
How in the world,
am i going to move on,
if it wasnt for you,
that is still in my mind.
get outta here,
get out.
if its just so hard for us to know how much it takes to be friends,
then one of us,
must get out of here.
Smile.
No, you never smile.
I have never seen you smile.
and yes,
i wish you do smile, one day.
All i can do is pray.
Pray to god, that someday,
we`ll talk.
that day, that conversation,
is the last one we had,
but im sure,
there`s just gotta be more.
Peace :)
Why is it that you really have to run away from me?
All i ever wanted is that relationship between us,
At least, friends.
Just friends.
Why must you hide everything?
Hide yourself, trying to be invisible,
But you`re not...
How in the world,
am i going to move on,
if it wasnt for you,
that is still in my mind.
get outta here,
get out.
if its just so hard for us to know how much it takes to be friends,
then one of us,
must get out of here.
Smile.
No, you never smile.
I have never seen you smile.
and yes,
i wish you do smile, one day.
All i can do is pray.
Pray to god, that someday,
we`ll talk.
that day, that conversation,
is the last one we had,
but im sure,
there`s just gotta be more.
Peace :)
Sunday, 31 July 2011
My Best but yet Worst Day
Hey there,
As i promised,
in my other post "Wow Oh Wow",
Im now answering the questions,
1. Would they respond?
2. Would they join us?
These questions, has been answered yesterday. It was perfect, at first. -,- . Till everything changed.
When it was the prayers, the parents came. They are really nice couple. Also from Penang. And not selfish as i always thought. We chatted, and till the parents went home.
It was Party Time. There he is, i saw him climbing out of his wall, to come to our party.
I wondered why he never used the gate. But that was nothing to worry of.
So, he came in. Of course, looking hot.
I didnt even recognize him in anyway, as i`ve never seen him before. But i knew it was him as he was coming out of the house. There, he sat at the front table of my friends' long table. He sat there, and just stare. Stare like you dont want him to stare. He is my brother`s friend. But, i did not treat him how i treated the others.
Its unfair. Just unfair. And i admit, im wrong. Im so wrong.
My friends and i were talking about him.
And it was my fault, because i started everything. I AM GUILTY.
My friend, Danial, asked me where is 'this guy' studying at.
So, i said, in Bandar Sri Damansara. I knew that from the conversation i had earlier during lunch with his parents.
Out of my expectation, Danial shouted " hey, you`re studying somewhere in Bandar Sri Damansara, right?"
The hell would i do?
I just turned to Syaz, my friend, and pretended that i was talking to her.
I did not know what my neighbor respond.
but i think he just kept quiet.
So, that`s it.
He knows we were totally talking about him.
and then........
I`m DEAD. FREAKING DEAD.
he kept on staring at us.
IM A DUMB ASS.
Its just so much pity for him, because
my friends and i are laughing to hell,
but he was just sitting there,
not even smiling.
So, when almost everyone got home,
Syazwani, Diyana, Nadia, Elina, Danial and i,
We went to the park,
and enjoyed the view from the top of the park.
We can see like, everything around Sungai Buloh.
In fact, there`s also a view of Kuala Lumpur Convention Center ( KLCC ).
While we were enjoying the view and the strong wind passing us,
Thats the time, i realized what i have done.
I WAS WRONG.
WRONG INDEFINITELY WRONG.
i am supposed to treat my neighbor nicely!
but i didnt !
Im the guilty around here. :'(
For the last one month i`ve been living here,
i always thought that my neighbor is such a jerk,
never wanting to get out of their house to greet us Hi......
But what now?
when He`s here,
What did i do?
I totally act like what i thought HE WAS.
that very night, my heart was never happy.
NEVER happy.
in fact, i worried, and worried, like a crazy woman lost their purse.
I felt guilty and guilty and guilty.
He`s all over my brain cells.
What else can i do?
Im out of ideas.
All i have now,
Is help from Allah S.W.T.
i know that He would understand me.
I know He would.
So, i prayed.
I prayed that He would forgive all my sins for what i`ve done,
I prayed that He would open my neighbor`s heart,
so that my neighbor would forgive me.
that`s all i can do.
but then again,
my heart just never stop beating so fast,
im really scared.
IN MY LIFE, I NEVER WANT ANYBODY TO HATE ME.
Unless, they are the ones who i should put guilt on.
But this time, its my fault. My bloody fault.
My next move,
Is go see him,
say im really sorry for my kiddish actions.
and if he does`not understand me,
i will explain everything.
oh i will,
and ill tell him
that i`ll never disturb him, ever again.
not until he says anything.
i will promise that.
( i just hope that i dare to do so )
All i need from you, the ones ( reading ),
Is to pray me luck.
Pray me luck.
As i promised,
in my other post "Wow Oh Wow",
Im now answering the questions,
1. Would they respond?
2. Would they join us?
These questions, has been answered yesterday. It was perfect, at first. -,- . Till everything changed.
When it was the prayers, the parents came. They are really nice couple. Also from Penang. And not selfish as i always thought. We chatted, and till the parents went home.
It was Party Time. There he is, i saw him climbing out of his wall, to come to our party.
I wondered why he never used the gate. But that was nothing to worry of.
So, he came in. Of course, looking hot.
I didnt even recognize him in anyway, as i`ve never seen him before. But i knew it was him as he was coming out of the house. There, he sat at the front table of my friends' long table. He sat there, and just stare. Stare like you dont want him to stare. He is my brother`s friend. But, i did not treat him how i treated the others.
Its unfair. Just unfair. And i admit, im wrong. Im so wrong.
My friends and i were talking about him.
And it was my fault, because i started everything. I AM GUILTY.
My friend, Danial, asked me where is 'this guy' studying at.
So, i said, in Bandar Sri Damansara. I knew that from the conversation i had earlier during lunch with his parents.
Out of my expectation, Danial shouted " hey, you`re studying somewhere in Bandar Sri Damansara, right?"
The hell would i do?
I just turned to Syaz, my friend, and pretended that i was talking to her.
I did not know what my neighbor respond.
but i think he just kept quiet.
So, that`s it.
He knows we were totally talking about him.
and then........
I`m DEAD. FREAKING DEAD.
he kept on staring at us.
IM A DUMB ASS.
Its just so much pity for him, because
my friends and i are laughing to hell,
but he was just sitting there,
not even smiling.
So, when almost everyone got home,
Syazwani, Diyana, Nadia, Elina, Danial and i,
We went to the park,
and enjoyed the view from the top of the park.
We can see like, everything around Sungai Buloh.
In fact, there`s also a view of Kuala Lumpur Convention Center ( KLCC ).
While we were enjoying the view and the strong wind passing us,
Thats the time, i realized what i have done.
I WAS WRONG.
WRONG INDEFINITELY WRONG.
i am supposed to treat my neighbor nicely!
but i didnt !
Im the guilty around here. :'(
For the last one month i`ve been living here,
i always thought that my neighbor is such a jerk,
never wanting to get out of their house to greet us Hi......
But what now?
when He`s here,
What did i do?
I totally act like what i thought HE WAS.
that very night, my heart was never happy.
NEVER happy.
in fact, i worried, and worried, like a crazy woman lost their purse.
I felt guilty and guilty and guilty.
He`s all over my brain cells.
What else can i do?
Im out of ideas.
All i have now,
Is help from Allah S.W.T.
i know that He would understand me.
I know He would.
So, i prayed.
I prayed that He would forgive all my sins for what i`ve done,
I prayed that He would open my neighbor`s heart,
so that my neighbor would forgive me.
that`s all i can do.
but then again,
my heart just never stop beating so fast,
im really scared.
IN MY LIFE, I NEVER WANT ANYBODY TO HATE ME.
Unless, they are the ones who i should put guilt on.
But this time, its my fault. My bloody fault.
My next move,
Is go see him,
say im really sorry for my kiddish actions.
and if he does`not understand me,
i will explain everything.
oh i will,
and ill tell him
that i`ll never disturb him, ever again.
not until he says anything.
i will promise that.
( i just hope that i dare to do so )
All i need from you, the ones ( reading ),
Is to pray me luck.
Pray me luck.
Saturday, 23 July 2011
OH MY GOD
( Diyana and I )
we were walking to send diyana home.
my neighbor never open their door.
and, Diyana, is CRAZY.
She said it out loud
" Yo, Bitch "
N someone from inside,
Someone hot,
looked outside,
Diyana ran like the wind,
and just then,
i realize that their doors open.
wats gonna happen next>
im soo looking forward to that.
Peace Out xD
Sunday, 17 July 2011
School
School is fun.
I guess?
I dont know
Meeting friends is fun.
Not the books ,
They`re not fun.
Exams hunting,
what can i do?
Studying
Is all the key
To escape from exam.
Wish me luck
Peeps. :)
I guess?
I dont know
Meeting friends is fun.
Not the books ,
They`re not fun.
Exams hunting,
what can i do?
Studying
Is all the key
To escape from exam.
Wish me luck
Peeps. :)
Friday, 15 July 2011
WOW oh WOW
how could you ever imagine, if u have HOTTIES next door.
LOL, its not that i stalk or something, we call this "accidental"
Its been 2 weeks and 2 days ive been in this new house.
i love the house, but the neighbor is such a jerk. they never even bother to come and greet us " welcome " or anything more than that.
they`re not the neighbors anybody wanted. its not that they do bad things, but they literally mind their own business. and, thats BORING>
Back in my last house, in Ascot Hill,
Everything was perfecto.
Except there`s no hotties hanging around there.
But my ex- neighbor are the little ones which stands for 3 of them.
the eldest is 9 yrs old, next is round 7 , and the last one is just 5.
these people are cute, and they play with me.
they`re not those 'sit n play games in house' type of kids,
and im glad to be their ex-neighbor.
Infact, playing with them, i realized,
was way better than living around this new area,
with that kind of neighbor.
This new neighbor just seems a bit socialized,
and also hotties are alll in that house.
Hotties at ANY age.
they`re so many of them.
i dont care xD
by the way, my doa selamat and open house would be for the next 2 weeks,
and my house would be so freaking crowded,
and i like that.
bacaan yaasin and solat berjemaah will be held,
and im so looking forward to that.
but what im waiting more for,
is those guys next door`s reaction.
what would they do, if our family invites them,
Would they respond anything?
Would they come to join us?
I wonder,
Lets find out. :)
LOL, its not that i stalk or something, we call this "accidental"
Its been 2 weeks and 2 days ive been in this new house.
i love the house, but the neighbor is such a jerk. they never even bother to come and greet us " welcome " or anything more than that.
they`re not the neighbors anybody wanted. its not that they do bad things, but they literally mind their own business. and, thats BORING>
Back in my last house, in Ascot Hill,
Everything was perfecto.
Except there`s no hotties hanging around there.
But my ex- neighbor are the little ones which stands for 3 of them.
the eldest is 9 yrs old, next is round 7 , and the last one is just 5.
these people are cute, and they play with me.
they`re not those 'sit n play games in house' type of kids,
and im glad to be their ex-neighbor.
Infact, playing with them, i realized,
was way better than living around this new area,
with that kind of neighbor.
This new neighbor just seems a bit socialized,
and also hotties are alll in that house.
Hotties at ANY age.
they`re so many of them.
i dont care xD
by the way, my doa selamat and open house would be for the next 2 weeks,
and my house would be so freaking crowded,
and i like that.
bacaan yaasin and solat berjemaah will be held,
and im so looking forward to that.
but what im waiting more for,
is those guys next door`s reaction.
what would they do, if our family invites them,
Would they respond anything?
Would they come to join us?
I wonder,
Lets find out. :)
Sunday, 3 July 2011
A Dream Come True
Dreaming, I kept thinking,
Thinking, I kept searching,
Searching, Left me with results,
That, I found you.
When we met,
Suddenly, Life just got better,
And with your presence,
The perfection that you have,
Slows me down,
Penetrably, Kills me inside,
Makes me beg to have you.
Keeping this to myself,
Isnt enough for me,
So, i talked about you,
To my hereafter friend,
About every single thing,
That i know of you.
And i kept on talking and talking,
Since then, you drove me crazy.
I fell in love with your personality,
You have that quality,
Where every girl would fall for,
And i`m lucky...
I finally get the chance to talk to you,
And its a dream come true.
Now, all i need is,
To see you again,
To toss away this yearning of you,
But, is luck on my side?
I wonder.
Dear,
Meeting you is fun,
And none of us would want to be apart,
If i get to know you more,
It will be amazing,
Because knowing you,
Is...
A Dream Come True.
By,
-Nur Aireen Syafiqah-
Thinking, I kept searching,
Searching, Left me with results,
That, I found you.
When we met,
Suddenly, Life just got better,
And with your presence,
The perfection that you have,
Slows me down,
Penetrably, Kills me inside,
Makes me beg to have you.
Keeping this to myself,
Isnt enough for me,
So, i talked about you,
To my hereafter friend,
About every single thing,
That i know of you.
And i kept on talking and talking,
Since then, you drove me crazy.
I fell in love with your personality,
You have that quality,
Where every girl would fall for,
And i`m lucky...
I finally get the chance to talk to you,
And its a dream come true.
Now, all i need is,
To see you again,
To toss away this yearning of you,
But, is luck on my side?
I wonder.
Dear,
Meeting you is fun,
And none of us would want to be apart,
If i get to know you more,
It will be amazing,
Because knowing you,
Is...
A Dream Come True.
By,
-Nur Aireen Syafiqah-
Friday, 17 June 2011
My Head Grew Horns
Its Friday,
And, i got all my results,
as always, aint satisfied.
but seriously, this has nothing to do with my attitude yesterday.
i was freaking-freaking RUDE to my senior, my best-friend, my friends, and i could say, to myself.
whats wrong with me? i have no idea.
Allah, guide me through my life, and please open their hearts to forgive me.
I did so many stupid things today, which i dont realize that it was wrong till someone told me. :'(
Whats happening to me, these people aint picking up my calls.
And, i got all my results,
as always, aint satisfied.
but seriously, this has nothing to do with my attitude yesterday.
i was freaking-freaking RUDE to my senior, my best-friend, my friends, and i could say, to myself.
whats wrong with me? i have no idea.
Allah, guide me through my life, and please open their hearts to forgive me.
I did so many stupid things today, which i dont realize that it was wrong till someone told me. :'(
Whats happening to me, these people aint picking up my calls.
Thursday, 9 June 2011
WWE Update
Tag Team, cam unbeliavable gila, 3 against 3, budak kecik nak lawan ngan big show&crane. Sedar diri bolehh?? Get real lah wei -,-
Oh No!
School? on monday.
Blockbusters on Sunday.
- Avatar
- She`s out of my league
- Karate Kid
- Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief.
Its a save, because all this shows are showing on different sundays.
However school, i still dont wanna go.
i mean talk about the results. Imma close my eyes while taking the pictures. x)
Wish me luck!
Blockbusters on Sunday.
- Avatar
- She`s out of my league
- Karate Kid
- Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief.
Its a save, because all this shows are showing on different sundays.
However school, i still dont wanna go.
i mean talk about the results. Imma close my eyes while taking the pictures. x)
Wish me luck!
Thursday, 17 March 2011
My Obsessions II
Here i am, talking bout my obsessions for Bruno Mars. He`s having his concert here in Malaysia. which is 10th April 2011. I had a green light from my parents and will be going with my mom`s friend. She said, we`ll buy the tickets last minute, because we dont want to get fooled. But, it turned out, the tickets are all sold out, in just 2 WEEKS. Boooo! those agencies for taking some seriously small venue. I hate them, Malaysia is big. and all they can give is just PWTC Hall? WTH. I freaking want to go to the concert. but now, i lost it. To get a green light, aint easy. It just hurts when i dont get to go. But, i dont blame my mom`s friend. she`s right. we dont want to get fooled with fake tickets. But It really does hurts. Coz, in my life, living 14 years, i have never been this obsessed before. this would be my first time going to a concert. i have never been in my life. except some extra cool Ochestra ( dont know how to spell it right ) . Bruno is a big inspiration. but, after watching a video, he said, " dont give up on me, and i wont give up on you" once i heard that, then i realize i should support him more, even though, i dont get to see him. but sometimes, i also get mad, i throw out all of my pillows to the ground, and just cry while listening to his Angel-like voice. If im free, i would spend my time with him. I dont literally spend time with him. I just, go to Youtube, search for " Bruno Mars Funny Moments " and just hear him talk, and also listen to his laughs and giggles. I would laugh if he does. He has this perfect teeth, which made me want to keep my teeth perfect like his. But i never gave up on him. I never. PLUS, I NEVER GET BORED OF BRUNO MARS, AND I NEVER WILL. ill keep this in mind. His unique voice, isnt something to be forgotten. His perfect smile, his hair, his eyes+eyebrows. Feel like plucking his eyebrows. paste it on mine. xD I just love him. I swear, nothing can stop me from loving him, even we`re miles apart. Seriously, MILES apart. God knows how far we are. but, i always keep in mind too, that his always in my heart. Hes always by my side. And he ALWAYS WILL.
Bruno`s Obsessions.
Peace Out xD
Bruno`s Obsessions.
Peace Out xD
Thursday, 3 March 2011
My Obsessions
Im Obsessed with Peter Hernandez, a.k.a , Bruno Mars.
He is an inspiration to me. He has this passion that can make everybody fall for him. His songs, undeniable, Fantastic! He has this crazy ideas of women, relationships that work out, or may not work out. I dont know, but somehow, i just cant sleep without listening to his voice. I am not lying. I listened to his songs again and again. I never get bored of him. And, im waiting for him to write new songs of beautiful lives and more experiences of his life. Its been nights, I`ve been dreaming about him. I just cant get him out of my mind. I know, i need to control, but somehow, his just perfect to be forgotten. What do you expect, when i read this " God took Michael Jackson and gave us Bruno Mars"?, this is the reason, i tried searching for Who`s Bruno Mars. After listening to Grenade, I fall in love with his patience as a guy who could give anything to a girl, cause of love. He also made me learn, that we need to always be by our friends sides, with his song, Count On Me. Another song, Move On, told me to appreciate people`s guidance in life, love my peeps around us. Talking to the Moon, made me want to sit by the window, and thought of life. Say all the questions that has been wondering in my life, by staring at the moon especially when its full. Looking at the moon, makes my heart melt. What about staring, while listening to Bruno`s songs? I`d sleep, dreaming about him all night long. I totally agree with his songs, experiences about life. However, i disagree of his opinion in the song Who Is. The lyrics, "she wanted someone thats perfect, well okay, but can you tell me Who is?" . He`s right. Who`s perfect? But, think again, isnt it obvious that The Girl dosent love him? I mean, there is this saying " Somebody is not perfect until you love them ". Dont you think that The Girl is faking love him? So, Bruno, why waste your time waiting for that girl, while you can come here, Find me, and lets spend our time? Haha, i was foolin around. but yeah, thats my opinion of his song, Who Is. What do you think?? If i could spend the whole day talking bout Bruno Mars, I WOULD. But, too bad, i also have work to do. And, i dont think, blogging about Bruno Mars ( my perfect Obesession ) is a waste of time. I`m just posting about how i feel about him. I`ll write more in "My Obsessions II"
Peace Out xD
Bruno Mars Obsessions.
He is an inspiration to me. He has this passion that can make everybody fall for him. His songs, undeniable, Fantastic! He has this crazy ideas of women, relationships that work out, or may not work out. I dont know, but somehow, i just cant sleep without listening to his voice. I am not lying. I listened to his songs again and again. I never get bored of him. And, im waiting for him to write new songs of beautiful lives and more experiences of his life. Its been nights, I`ve been dreaming about him. I just cant get him out of my mind. I know, i need to control, but somehow, his just perfect to be forgotten. What do you expect, when i read this " God took Michael Jackson and gave us Bruno Mars"?, this is the reason, i tried searching for Who`s Bruno Mars. After listening to Grenade, I fall in love with his patience as a guy who could give anything to a girl, cause of love. He also made me learn, that we need to always be by our friends sides, with his song, Count On Me. Another song, Move On, told me to appreciate people`s guidance in life, love my peeps around us. Talking to the Moon, made me want to sit by the window, and thought of life. Say all the questions that has been wondering in my life, by staring at the moon especially when its full. Looking at the moon, makes my heart melt. What about staring, while listening to Bruno`s songs? I`d sleep, dreaming about him all night long. I totally agree with his songs, experiences about life. However, i disagree of his opinion in the song Who Is. The lyrics, "she wanted someone thats perfect, well okay, but can you tell me Who is?" . He`s right. Who`s perfect? But, think again, isnt it obvious that The Girl dosent love him? I mean, there is this saying " Somebody is not perfect until you love them ". Dont you think that The Girl is faking love him? So, Bruno, why waste your time waiting for that girl, while you can come here, Find me, and lets spend our time? Haha, i was foolin around. but yeah, thats my opinion of his song, Who Is. What do you think?? If i could spend the whole day talking bout Bruno Mars, I WOULD. But, too bad, i also have work to do. And, i dont think, blogging about Bruno Mars ( my perfect Obesession ) is a waste of time. I`m just posting about how i feel about him. I`ll write more in "My Obsessions II"
Peace Out xD
Bruno Mars Obsessions.
Monday, 28 February 2011
just start blogging xD
Hey peeps. Im so new here. And, yeah, im talking bout life. I mean, thats what you always blog for, right?
Hope to see Comments and opinions of my blog and also some upgrading my blog.
Peace Out xD
Hope to see Comments and opinions of my blog and also some upgrading my blog.
Peace Out xD
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