My story :D

A story from a song ;) exactly what I'm experiencing.

Gavin Degraw - Not Over You

Dreams, that's where I have to go,
To see your handsome face, anymore ,
I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio..

Hope, hope there's a conversation,
That we both admit we had it good,
But until then it's alienation I know,
That much is understood,
But I realized....

IF YOU ASK ME HOW IM DOING,
I WOULD SAY IM DOING JUST FINE,
I WOULD LIE AND SAY THAT YOU'RE NOT ON MY MIND,
BUT I GO OUT AND I SIT DOWN,
AT A TABLE SET FOR TWO,
AND FINALLY IM FORCED TO FACE THE TRUTH,
NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY IM NOT OVER YOU...

Not over you...

Damn, damn boy you do it well,
And I thought you were innocent,
You took this heart and put it through hell,
But still you're magnificent..

I... Imma boomerang...
Doesn't matter how you throw me,
I turn around and I'm back in the game,
Even better than the old me...

But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing,
I would say I'm doing just fine,
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out,
And I sit down at a table set for two,
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm not over you

And if I had the chance to renew,
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
I can get back on the right track,
But only if you'd be convinced,
So until then...

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out
And I sit down
At a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I do I'm not over you

Not over you
Not over you
Not over you

PS: I'm not over you, i want you back, I know you care. Please :)